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february 02, 2002
bi-polar?

In LA, sometimes we get some fantastic colors in our skies. It's not all smog you know? But I suppose everywhere else in the world has the same thing from time to time. We usually just need to appreciate what they have more often. I know I don't give LA enough credit because I bitch about it so, from the rude drivers, the standoffishness of the people, the general lack of flavor the suburbs have, the prejudice and such but I guess it's not as bad it seems. I suppose there are many other places that are much worse off. There are some good things about it and perhaps that's why I haven't left it yet.

Sure, the bad usually stands out more than the good but isn't that how it is in life? We tend to focus on the negative and the ill feelings about certain things rather than relishing the things that are positive and the things that are good. But fuck, I've always been a pessimist and it's hard to change my ways. I know a lot of you out there are like me. Positive to those who need your support but negative whenever it's something about you yourself. I know I can be a pillar of strength for those in need and for my friends who need my support but whenever it deals with me, myself and I, I'm usually the first to crumble and submit to my pathetic negativity.

I don't think it's uncommon. I don't exude positive rays and I don't glow like the sun and besides, we usually hate those who are like that twenty four seven. No. I'm not like that and yet I'm not on the verge of blowing my brains out either.

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Congratulations to Bactagrrl for guessing the correct answer to my giveaway question. I hope she can give my book a good home. Also, this is the very first time that someone has guessed the answer correctly to any of my giveaways on the very first day! Usually, it takes about 2-3 days before I receive a correct answer. But this time, she deduced the answer by looking at my tattoos photos and from taking into account that I've been a competitive swimmer ever since I was little.

So the correct answer is: 38C.

Thanks for all those wild guesses folks. Some of you were pretty flattering while others I had to kinda raise my eyebrows on. But nobody guessed anything too offensive that I gawked on.

Thanks for playing and good luck at the next giveaway.

I'm out.

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