goodbye $375
february 15, 2005

while i watched the view (though not by personal choice) from this seat today, i decided to write this note. i apologize for my sloppy handwriting. it's usually much neater than this.

i hate having to maintain a car in LA. it really really really sucks. but
at least i got to check out some chicks boobs. it made me wonder how come
i'm not daring enough to spill out of my shirts like that? maybe it's called,
taste? i was snickering to myself because the sheer number of men who waited
on her was unfathomable. maybe if i dressed like that, i would get better
service too? but i was actually more envious impressed at her confidence
and at her nonchalance towards letting her assets all hang out. she obviously
didn't mind people ogling at her and she wasn't self conscious at all. i should
learn from people like to her to flaunt what you have and be proud of it.
in a way, it kind of turned me on and i was as mesmerized as any guy in the
room. the power of a woman's body is amazing.

