feeling anti-christmas
december 14, 2007
i'm sure it's just me but i'm not in the christmas mood this year. maybe it's because there's a lot going on and a lot of things to do. forget about christmas shopping because i haven't even started. i barely eeked out some personal christmas cards to friends this year so i hope people aren't expecting much from me. or even if they are, it will be late. as in L A T E.
although there's the lights and sounds and the ding of cash registers all around, i'm just not into it. i can't even find my holiday cds to play to even try and get me "in the mood". we have absolutely no space to put up any sort of christmas decorations and a tree? pfffft. forget about it. maybe it's because there's an absence of anything christmasy in my house that's making me feel very anti this year.
my feeling is that it's all coming wayyyyyy too soon and i won't be able to enjoy it before it's all gone again. and then what? wait another 365 days. argh. i'm also not ready for 2008. my life feels so fuckin out of order! chaos. madness. insanity.
any of you feeling this way too?
currently listening to: ferry corsten, star traveller
