february 05, 2007
spent a really nice day today with fishpimp. now that i'm not among one of the gainfully employed, i have mondays off again and it's much how it was back in the beginning of this decade (aiyah, has it been that long?) when mondays was our special hang out day. she was so kind to gift me extra early i might add, my birthday present! although my big 3-7 is under a month away, she surprised me with a little present...a harajuku lovers watch! chou kawaii! the one she originally got me was not the one above and it was just a tad small on my wrist. so we went to choose another one today and i walked out with the cutie above with a velcro strap. she knows me so well....in the sense that i do not dress like a nearly 37 year old. ha. the truth comes out. she thinks i'm one of those kids in their early 20's. and i know i dress and sometimes act like one (see previous entry *cough*). since the watch we exchanged was less than the original one, i used the extra nordys credit to get myself a bobbi brown eye shadow in ivy as well as the black cherry lip tint. ahhhhhh niiiiiicccceeeee.
i'm such a dichotomy i believe. age-wise, i'm not a kid but i still dress, act, look like one at times. i'm such a tomboy but at the same time so girly in some of my interests and wants. i project to be so funny and outgoing but i think i'm quite the opposite deep down inside, serious and introverted. i think i have a pretty good entrepreneurial mind but think the arts is really my true calling. i project to be so masculine in certain things i do but want to be such a femme fatale instead. perhaps that's the beauty with age, you can be whatever you want to be and not really have to care anymore about fitting in or needing to be someone else you are clearly not.
anyway, if any of you have extra dough to burn after the holidays or if you
strike it rich during chinese new year with all your red envelopes or if you
are feeling especially generous & kind this year, it's time for me to
grovel er um... beseech you uh um... pander ah em.... solicit
eh uh...ask kindly of you to visit my amazon
wishlist (if you're so inclined that is). my 37th is only weeks away!!!
:T and yes, people have been asking me what i want to do and i seriously cannot
think of anything to do. maybe it's the old age.
currently listening to: bic runga, get some sleep